monday morning feeling ...

on a Friday night

You know when you're got something really important to do and then once it's done you just feel awfully.

Like every time you open your mouth you went "Blah Blah Blah Blah", and by so doing confirming the worst of fears.

All in all, rubbish.

having said that only time will tell if I'm justified in my depression and lack of confidence or mealy suffering from early stages of psychosis and paranoid delusions triggered by aspirations of grandeur

oh happy day